Day 12

Wow, I am really slacking with this whole blogging bit. I did good the first week. What happened? 

I think I am getting distracted by the world again. I need to get focused back on God. I haven't been having as long of a quiet time. I want to find a good devotion book that I either have, or doesn't cost a lot. Something for me to read that will keep me on track, where I'm not aimlessly reading the Bible. Though, I did read all of Daniel and it was really good. The end was really interesting when it talked about the end times. That's always crazy to learn about. Jason and I read it on the same day and we didn't even talk about it before hand. Coincidence? Maybe I should go back and re-read it in case I missed something God was trying to point out. 

The most frustrating this about this whole process is I have passions that I know God has laid on my heart for me to do. I just don't know how to get to that spot. It's been driving me crazy because why does he want to give me such strong passions that I don't know the way to? I'm hoping for a miracle...

My goal this week is to get back on track. I loved where I was last week, and I haven't fallen back much, but enough. It's easy to fall backwards and harder to pull forward but the reward is so much better. 

Nothing on the job board yet... I have gotten nibbles here and there but nothing sticking. I'm searching constantly and I know God will point it out when it's the right one. I am praying harder for Jason. I know it's driving him nuts that he hasn't found one yet. Why won't anybody hire him? I think he's a catch! And they should see him at home. He organized the coat closet, the pantry, the kitchen and the dining room then managed to straighten the living room, while I worked on the bedroom and it still doesn't look 100%. (It was pretty bad though, I must say...) 

All I can say is I can't wait to get a house. I have so many project and cute decoration ideas and no room to do it! 

It's the thought that counts right? ;)